
I saw Miwa Matreyek’s Infinitely Yours and Myth and Infrastructure shortly after a Pacific Northwest trip. The show’s unsettling and inspired images left a daunted taste in my mouth, and after coupling that with my own experiences, I started this poem.
inspired by Miwa Matreyek - Infinitely Yours
Flushed with cold,
but it hasn't gotten old, lying on this log,
as big around as the face of that clock
from that English city with all the fog.
A dead tree the size of a medical fee,
these castles climbing
around me,
breathing out a scent so irradiant, so conflagrant -
And then the wind! It rattles off a gust, and I simply
must
smile.
I haven't felt this way in a while.
I move my toes, which are enclosed
in boots of Italian leather.
Now, whether they are particularly new
is, well, untrue,
the Goodwill pair acquired at the reasonable fare of
ten dollars.
They're a long way from home,
but now they've seen this ardent corner of the great blue dome;
like me.
And through the leaves, infamous CO2
thieves, a fractured blaze hangs,
wafting through the tree's bangs,
floating, suspended, like puppet strings -
or maybe those things
that hang around nurseries,
as prominent as inquiries,
after someone familiar.
Then, as the light shimmered,
a darker thought began to glimmer.
I look around; my heart felt dimmer.
Those trees, First and Last,
but not if they were all turned
to ash.
I look up, craning my neck
to see the upmost sect
of those living pieces of history.
I'd hate to see them blistering.
And the terrible thing is,
I may never see them again.
That grove may join
the droves that have withered
in flames;
destruction is never quite the same.
I hear my sister clowning around, in truth a very lovely sound, one
I hold very close to my heart.
It really does tear me apart,
that this may be the only part of these fantastic giants
before they die and
fade
that she will get to say she
saw.
Then my Italian boots,
Second hand, nudging against
pipeline roots.
It makes me laugh because
I may only be the second
half
of a different story.
It doesn't bore me.
I wear them when I exit,
off to the next hit
of a Pacific-Northwest travel bit, but my borrowed coat will
smell like unadulterated life;
for a little while,
at least.


